when i left maryland, i used an owl city song to describe my mood.  yet again, i am embarking on a new journey with a new person in my life. and for the first time, i am not scared. when she agreed to share my path with me, i felt such an inner joy and a peace like i have never felt before.  i have never dated anyone like her.  she seems to know how to love me without me having to ask.  she gives without knowing and with her whole heart.  to say that she is anything short of amazing would be a crime.  i am her biggest fan and she is mine.  i learn new things about her every day, but i feel like i have known her all my life.  and she truly makes me feel like i’m the only girl in the world, that there could not possibly be anyone else for her.  she feels like home to me.

there are circumstances outside of us that make things a little challenging. but honestly, i would not have it any other way.  i never do things the easy way.  i fell in love with her seemingly overnight and i never looked back.  i am following my heart.  and oddly enough, my brain has followed suit. believing that i deserve someone so incredible was unthinkable in the past. now i know that is not true.

a crush. an infatuation. a connection. a love.  A-MAZING!!!!

happiness.

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